Friday, August 25, 2017

A Letter to Jerry Falwell, Jr.

Chancellor Falwell –

I hope this note finds you and your family doing well. If my math is right, it’s about that time of year when students begin to swarm the campus at Liberty University again. I remember my first week vividly. It was full of incredible activities at the William's Stadium and Camp Hydaway along with the beginning of several lifelong friendships I cherish to this day.

I graduated from Liberty in 2011 with a degree in religion and another in health education. In 2015 I completed my Master’s in Pastoral Ministry at LU (online). While I’m no expert, I think my time there has given me a great glimpse into the heart of the organization you lead. And by and large, I think you have done an excellent job. I was part of the first class that you led as our new chancellor after your father passed away. Over those four years it felt like we grew together, students and staff, to learn anew what it meant to be Liberty University. We learned to laugh, cry, study, support, confront, and engage each other in a new time with our new leader.

I realize you probably have received some angry or frustrated correspondence from alumni who remember “the Good Old days” with your father at the helm. The reality is, I’m not one of those alumni. The Liberty I knew and loved (and still love) was always led by you. I even worked for you, in a very indirect way. I was a Resident Assistant for three years and an on campus student recruiter. When people asked me about LU, my passion, joy, and care for it, were (and remain) genuine and real. As a student, an employee, and now an alumnus, Liberty remains a part of me. I made lifelong friends there, met my wife there, selected a career path there, and began to understand what it means to serve and love others there. In a lot of ways, Liberty is at the genesis of my adult life. The life I live now, I owe, in some small way, to your leadership, investment, and guidance at Liberty.

After leaving Liberty, I served as an associate pastor in South Carolina for four years. I had much to learn and didn’t always get things right, but I had a head start and great foundation from LU. Recently, I took a job in the business sector, and here again, Liberty’s investment in me, has proved its value in spades. I have learned that business is not so much about budgets and finance and getting the best deal, but more about understanding people, meeting their needs, and once again, serving others with joy.

I was hoping, for a brief moment, to have a conversation with you about some of the things going on in our world. Don’t worry, there’s no assumptions of ill-motives or anger here. In fact, politically speaking, we probably still line up on a host of major issues – financial conservatism, a baby’s right to life, separation of powers and checks and balances within the government, and more. Even in the areas I now respectfully disagree with you (climate change, the benefits of ACA), I don’t assume you think and vote the way you do because of evil intentions or motives. There’s a lot of problems out there – we have to try to fix them somehow, and sometimes, we disagree. No big deal.

I did want to write to you, respectfully, about leadership. First, I cannot begin to imagine the burden of the mantle you wear. From administrative staffing to building endowment to maintaining a Christian perspective in world that, at times, seems incompatible with the message of Liberty University, you carry a tremendous burden on your shoulders. And I respect you for doing that and persevering in your role. It came to you unexpectedly, suddenly and in my opinion, you have shouldered it well. I won’t even try to compare your role with the one I filled as an associate pastor – they are too different – apples and oranges. Nevertheless though, I think we can both agree leadership of any kind, on a smaller scale like mine or a larger, national level, like yours, comes with pros and cons. The pros are obvious – a bigger platform with greater influence, greater impact in guiding the organization you love, and on and on. The cons are a little more subtle. The time restraints, the late night phone calls, the toll it takes on your family, and the unfair losses.

Unfair losses? Those things that you have to give up as a leader precisely because you lead, even though they are perfectly innocent. As a pastor this meant refraining from certain things I enjoyed – a movie I wanted to see, enjoying a glass of wine in a public space, and on and on. I didn’t balance this well sometimes. My wife can tell you that on a few occassions I came home and would say “I shouldn’t have done that, it wasn’t wrong, but it wasn’t worth it.” A simple fact of leadership is that, at times, we have to give up things others get to enjoy.

I will be candid and say that we disagree a good deal about many of President Trump’s positions. Many of them are innocent enough. Some of them are worth more robust debate in a more appropriate setting. Lately though, my concern has been less political, and more about leadership. What held true for me certainly holds true for you and your post as Chancellor – you will be asked to unfairly let go of things that many people enjoy daily. Not drinking. Abstaining from R-rated movies (is that a rule still at Liberty?). And perhaps – holding political beliefs and friendships more quietly than you would like.

If that sounds ridiculous, please allow me to explain a little further.

The mission of Liberty has been from its inception to train Champions for Christ. To educate nurses, businessmen, teachers, pastors, and more to represent Jesus to a dying world. Your father, and now you, are the banner-carrier and guardian of that vision. I would say that protecting that grand, sweeping vision, the heart and mind of Liberty University for the last 46 years, is the most important job you have. Without that vision, Liberty will, as you so often noted, go the way of more liberal institutions.

And that supreme vision, that hope that your students will fan out across the globe and represent Christ, may require you to step back from some of the current political conversation. As a three-time alumnus from Liberty who was also recently a candidate for several jobs throughout the Southeast, I can attest that I have at times been a little nervous to discuss my alma mater. Is that some kind of fear and cowardice within me? Maybe. Or maybe it is the hesitation that comes from sitting across the table from a qualified businessman or woman who is also a minority. In that moment, I have felt the burden to explain my association to Liberty which seems to be, at least, tacitly, very supportive of President Trump who is himself, supported to some degree, by white nationalist agitators. I’m not saying that Trump is himself racist or that everyone that voted for President Trump is racist – that is ridiculous. What I’m saying is Liberty is connected to President Trump and like it or not, President Trump has been heralded by some as a kind of white nationalist messiah. It’s a bit like six degrees of separation, but it’s there and it’s real.

That’s a weird seat to be in. I wanted to communicate my belief in the equality of all men and women while also standing up for Liberty University. I don’t believe you are a racist or a bigot or a part of the alt-right. My experience under your leadership has been highly positive. How in an interview for a job (a process on which my family’s well-being and my career may hinge) do I defend a place I love that seems to be at odds with values I am unwilling to compromise?

I still think you are a qualified, capable leader. No one can change the great experience I had under your leadership. And I don’t think you’ve changed. I don’t think you intend to alienate or divide us based on race or color. And maybe President Trump doesn’t mean to either; I don’t know the man so I can’t say much there. Your continued support of him seems to indicate a strong friendship and trust in him, despite all the controversy of the moment.

The heart of my concern is not political, but centers on leadership. I believe that you can still lead the great institution that I attended for decades to come. That Liberty can continue to be a beacon and influencer through its alumni in every job sector and corner of the earth. Or it can be a university that causes its alumni to balk during interviews because of perceived racism (or whatever the political controversy may be). I realize that our school has always been politically active and that your father frequently entered the fray. There is a time and a place for that, but if there’s always a controversy or fight to be had, it would seem wise to quietly step back.

As a leader, it appears you have two options. To remain vocally, staunchly, publicly committed to the president and ride the highs and lows that come with it. This is your right as an American citizen. Or, you could begin to quietly support the president (I’m certainly not advocating you abandon him as a friend) over private meals, phone calls, and times of advising and prayer. Is the latter option less prominent and public? Absolutely. But with it comes the added benefit to your students who, with a committed, principled chancellor that does not abandon his beliefs but willingly tempers them for the good of those he leads, can represent Christ and the mission of LU with pride, dignity, and great diversity. That is the unfair call of leadership on you. To sacrifice a right, willingly, to maintain and cultivate the vision of Liberty University.

You can be a political mouthpiece and liaison for the president. You can lead Liberty University in its mission in a way that inspires enduring confidence in every member of the student body regardless of race or gender by backing away from public politics. You cannot do both.

I wish you and the Liberty family all the best this school year. I hope this letter has conveyed the spirit in which it was written: humble, honest, candid conversation, not meant to incite or inflame, but to create a conversation, that God willing, will make us all better.

Warm Regards,


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Zach Farrar

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